If You Could Only See

[Calvin's Shadow]

In my hate and rage it seems
To always backfire on me
I become the main source of pain
Now I can no longer breathe

I wish I didn't have to wait
And I may be high maintenance
But I think it may be too late
And I'm a struggling doctor 'without patients"

If you could only see
What I have come to believe
Then I know that automatically
You would see fit to leave

So before I'm on the streets
And try to forget the sin that leads
I hope that someday we'll be
Together forever and agree

I can't think straight
And my intentions are flat
Why do I have this hate
And why am I so mad

I think I can see
Or pick up along the way
An inhaler to breathe
Before I'm washed away

This is my last shot to shine
And I'll prove it today
This victory will be mine
And I can finally breathe okay