Lost

[Calvin's Shadow]

If I were to go
Would you even notice
If I hadn't let you know
Would I be missed

Because if you really cared
Like you always said you would
When i left would you be scared
Or just think it good

Because I don't see the point
With staying in the pain
There's nothing to enjoy
And it falls on me like acid rain

I really can't believe
How I have come to go
How I cannot breathe
If I hadn't let you know

That I can't find my way
In all my pain and rage
And today I will say
I'm starting this new page

Now you try to twist my words
When i'm finally getting happier
Saying I said something absurd
Well now I'm starting the new chapter

For so long I've been lost
Waiting for you to come find me
My soul has been the cost
And lost control so blindly

But I will not rant on
Like you have always done
When the darkness will get cold
It'll scold me 'cause I'm numb

[Calvin's Shadow]

Giving any suggestions or anything would help (: