Tight Rope Balance

[Calvin's Shadow]

I'm trying to stay on top,
I hate to think I'll fall,
Trying to delay the drop,
Without giving it my all.

I'm dying to get away,
From times of yesterday,
My mind is on replay,
I hate to think I'll pay.

Someday I'll tell you how,
Just how it is I had to fall,
Right now I'll forget about it,
Right now I'll forget it all.

'Cause stalling for no purpose,
Is a cause that is so worthless,
Sometimes we all deserve it,
Even when we're all so nervous.

The only thing I know,
Is that we can't be perfect,
These times to reap or so,
Are defined by wretched curses.

We're limitated by evil beings,
Screams in nightmares and dreams,
And left to face the karma,
Of a past inflicted trama.

Well I'm tired of you saying,
Day in and day out,
That I should be praying,
So the worst won't come about.

I never doubt myself,
But that doesn't mean I'll trust
I'll try to escape this hell
'Cause it's something that i must.

Now even if I were to fall,
While losing my pride in all,
Then to get on top I'll crawl,
And later I'm the one on tall.

[sasalukac]

not bad for a 14 year old. some of your rhymes seem forced and awkwardly placed.