I'm going to try my best to not pollute my blog with these thoughts and feelings of breakups and missing someone. It'll be hard, but I want to try to at least be somewhat optimistic.
But I must say that all this "New Moon" talk just gives me too much opportunity to make fun of people, and a lot of friends to no longer talk to. Which also includes, you know, her. So, fuck. Glad she's having a great time watching a crap movie.
Thanksgiving is sneaking up on me and I'm trying to find time to even realize it. Days seem to go by so much longer now, even by waking up at 2pm. No idea what that's about.
I also go on a lot of walks now. Clear my mind, enjoy the weather, listen to music. Even if it's at midnight and the possibility of being killed is high. read more]