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01/25/12 at 12:45 AM by billyboatkid

I get it.

I'm not dumb, just a fool. I know what I want and need. Ask me 6 months from now my answer wont have changed. I may have made mistakes, but I know where my heart is. Where it's always been. If you only knew the things I knew, that I feel.

It almost feels pointless to write these anymore when I'm the only one who cares. When I read these words and they can't convey half of what I truly feel or mean. The emotion lost in the translation of words. People start to think you're a joke or something, think you're just putting yourself through hell for nothing. They don't understand what I'm going through or what I feel and probably never will. Why I feel the way I do. Why I fight so hard.

You listen, but you don't hear.

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