It's been awhile since I've been overly pessimistic about anything (in my opinion, at least), but all things have endings and here I am..knocking on pessimism's door asking to stay over for a while.
I haven't really had time to be bummed, I've been so bombarded with school work but school is finally coming to a close for the semester and I have the entire summer to worry about. I shouldn't be "worrying", but I am because I hate sitting around and being unproductive which happens quite often. I don't have friends that I'm always around, I don't have a place that I always go to hang around. I don't have anything but myself and my music. It's been that way for so long, but I never wanted it to be.
I feel like I have nothing going for me at this point....[read more]