I've never been the "blogger" type or whatever but I'm always up for something new.
It sounds so cliche but I never imagined how unpredictable life can be. Five months ago if you asked me where I thought my life would be, my answer would totally oppose the reality of things. I would have thought I'd be still be in love, happy and just generally content with my life. Instead, up until recently I had felt numb. Nothing phased me. My life had devolved into a simple schedule, of wake, eat, sleep, school, work, sleep. It was a cycle that occurred every day. I waited for her to give me an answer after she tossed me away. I never got it. I answered for her.
It felt like vindication. It felt like freedom. It wasn't painless but it gave me hope. Hope that...[read more]