What's happened to me is pretty messed up and I guess I could sit here and just be bitter about it but I don't want to be that guy. Unfortunately I can't escape it. I'm able to put on this fake appearance to everyone around me that I'm okay - that I'm over it and happy - but I don't think I'm either. Sometimes I even fool myself but it never lasts. It's something that's just really temporary.
This whole situation. Her. Him. What she has said and done. It's the one thing I want to never think about again but it's the only thing that consumes my mind. I'm tired of thinking about it but it's like the whole situation has me by the throat and just keeps my feet on the ground. It's suffocating.
I just don't understand why she had to tell me she loved me. That she...[read more]