I don't really understand what is happening to me lately but I can't really be bothered to change any of it. For the longest time I have wandered around with half baked ideas that never really come alive. Mostly due in part to my own laziness. This year has been different. This is the first time in my almost 23 years on this planet that I actually feel...alive? Like I've actually done something important and made my mark in some way.
I feel like I'm finally growing up.
I get it. I should have done that a long time ago. I'm almost 23 and all my friends are one of the following things: Married/Married w/kids, have kids, done with college, or almost done with college.