I'm tired of listening to fun.'s "At Least I'm Not As Sad (As I Used To Be)" with a terrible sense of irony
I'm tired of listening to Jimmy Eat World's "Work" with an increasingly terrifying knowledge of how right they are
I'm tired of listening to girls tell me that we're better off as friends
I'm tired of pretending that everything is okay
I'm tired of acting like what happened didn't fucking kill me
I'm tired of making an effort to be optimistic
I'm tired of people telling me that good things will come
I'm just fucking tired of this bullshit.
I keep hearing, "such is life", but fuck it.
The Get Up Kids, Lifetime, Sunny Day Real Estate, Joy Division, The Format and The Smiths aren't even going to dig me out of this hole.