So I guess everything is resolved for now. I no longer feel the need to bitch about my situation or get down on myself about it. I've simply stood up to be the bigger person about the whole thing. It'd be easy to hate her for everything but I'm not that guy, so I guess I'm bound to just be a good guy about it. She was the best friend I ever had when we were together and I don't want to let emotions be the reason why that friendship is completely destroyed.
Anyway, I started taking Accutane to finally put an end to my persistent acne. Now I'll say right now there are probably millions of people that have it worse than me regarding their acne but the persistence of mine is mind numbing. I decided I really needed to just put a stop to it and my derm agreed. I'm happy that I'm doing this for myself. I maybe sound vain but I can't help but get upset looking in a mirror with marks and acne on my face. Is it horrible? No, but when you see people all around you that have perfect skin and don't do a thing to take care of it, it becomes a little disheartening. I'm just tired of having to always worry about my skin. Whether I remembered to take a pill in the morning and make sure to lather my face in some topical before I go to bed.
So we'll see where that takes me but besides that, I think I'm pretty content for now.
I even made a myspace page to put music I record online. I just finished a cover of "I Will Follow You Into the Dark" last night so that's there.
The URL is: http://www.myspace.com/hamiltoncomehome