Baby, I know you're no good for me anymore but I can't help but wish that you were all that I had. The worst part is that no one will ever have me like you still do.
I feel like some sort of tragedy. I tell myself that all I need is for some new girl to enter my life and turn everything around. Someone to fix me. I don't know why but I just feel like it's what I need but I know that it's no good. Nothing will fix me completely from this.
I don't understand why I'm so loyal to people that I care about. It's frustrating. I do so much more for people than I could ever ask from them. The most I desire is for them to listen to me complain over the phone for an hour. Then it's back to feeling like I'm on my own.
I feel so disconnected with the world. I have next to no friends. No one to say "I love you" to anymore. My company consists of regrets. Things I wish I did. Things that would have taken me somewhere other than here.