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02/09/11 at 06:17 PM by CannonBall!
|Itís dark too early this time of year.|
My fingers hurt too much to write anymore,
but if I donít write how I feel
I swear to God Iíll lose my mind
again (and itís something thatís really hard to find)
and that has never worked well for me.
Iím in the passenger seat of Ryanís car
listening to the ďonly good Milencolin songĒ
and itís not that good to begin with.
We start talking about how
some people I know werenít so good to me.
And they werenít so good to Jerry or Ryan.
Bukowski once said
ďPeople are not good to each other.
I donít ask them to be,
but sometimes I think about it.Ē
And right now,
Iím thinking about it.
My heart feels nervous.
And Iím unsure who to love