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Doubter.
Doubter.
02/09/11 at 05:18 PM by CannonBall!
Did you ever hear that if you put your ear to a sea shell

youíd hear the ocean? Well, I put my ear to a conch my mom brought

home from her dozenth trip to Florida (God, I hope she moves there someday.)

and all I heard was the fluids in my ear and brain. I listened closer

and still heard nothing. Admittedly, I went in skeptically so maybe the faith wasnít there. i guess if you believe in something enough itíll come

true. maybe. Did you ever hear if you step on a crack youíll break your

motherís back? And when you were angry at your mother did you ever stomp

on a crack in hopes of snapping her spine? I hope I wasnít the only one. Iím glad I didnít believe in that enough for it to happen. And do you ever want something

so much that it hurts? Itís something you write in your notebooks every

day. Itís something you think about at night while you wait to sleep. Itís something youíd sell your left hand for.

but it never

happens.

Maybe the faith isnít there.

Maybe Iím not believing hard enough.

Then I remember Thomas.

He lived, traveled, and ate with Christ. Yet,

he still doubted the resurrection.

I am Thomas.

Show me the holes in the hands

and Iíll show you some faith.

Is this a test?

I was never good at these sorts of things.
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