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I'm Gonna Be on MTV Mama
|I'm Gonna Be on MTV Mama|
02/09/11 at 05:24 PM by CannonBall!
|I used to buy flowers for girls. |
then, they’d sit on a window sill or next a bed for a week.
then they’d die.
I used to paint pictures for girls.
then, they’d hang on a wall or lean against a shelf
then, they’d collect dust and fall.
I used to have a panic attack daily.
I used to believe in ghosts.
Now, I write things down
and the words still mean something.
Now, I sleep less and talk more
and I fall in love.
Now, I reach out and get burnt
but then I try again.
I’m a lot happier now.
I still get sad, but it comes and goes.
I’m learning to love people.
Even those who hate me (and I think there’s a lot.)
And it doesn’t make a difference in the world.