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Long time, no see
|Long time, no see|
07/17/11 at 04:56 PM by WakeUpBlondie
|I haven't posted in here in almost a year. To be honest, it's because I have so many negative memories and behaviors from that time period. To say I'm a better, happier, and more social person now would be an understatement. Sure, I've traded in the tight jeans for polo's, the pretentiousness for humor and sincerity, and the prozac for partying, but it was all worth it.|
Rather than ranting and moaning about what you don't have, go out and fucking get it. After years of blogging about "problems" such as abuse, self-esteem, and friendships, 90% of them were in my control. In other words, the key is not being overdramatic and serious. It's simply not worth it.
Obviously AP.net is a music site, and I still read it even if i don't post almost everyday. It's amazing have a new mentality, new friends, new experiences, and new places with the same old tastes in music with some tweaks. Over a year ago, my favorite band was Thursday. I still love them for everything they've done for me, and still break out Full Collapse once in awhile, but just like my old self, it's too negative. Too personal. Sure, call me fake or abandoning my roots, but now it's bands like The Wonder Years and my childhood heroes, New Found Glory, that speak to me more and more. It's because of the fact you don't have to bring out a thesaurus and philosopher to decipher their lyrics. They're plain a simple, don't get too introspective, and focus on the present and what makes you happy.