My little Zander will be 1 in 16 day's, I can't believe that.
One year ago, I was sitting here impatiently waiting for my little man to make his grand appearance into the world, holding my
tummy and begging him everyday to just come, those last two weeks seemed like they went by so slow.
Now that he is here, time has just flown by, it crazy how fast life passes you by once you are raising your own child and you
are going through all the changed and different stages in their lives.
I've been through him sitting up for the first time, to him crawling, to him waving bye, and saying mama, and now
I am experiencing him taking his first steps. He drives me crazy sometimes, but I love being a mommy, its the most rewarding thing that I have ever experienced. Greatest gift ever given to me. <3
My life is going surprisingly great, I have a wonderful son, and an awesome fiance, what more can I ask for. I also have the supportive family along with it, Me and Chris are doing great in my opinion, we argue every now and then, but it never changes anything and we get through it, that is really all you can hope for in a relationship as they are pretty unpredictable. He seems to think we are absolutely horrible when we argue, but I think it actually might be unhealthy to not argue, considering that would mean both people are holding a lot of frustrations and concerns to themselves. I do know that I found my soul mate, and together we have an amazing family <3
He has mentioned getting married in the fall a few times, I would love to, so I think I need to start planning it, and getting on a price budget, because I think we are in the right time and place to do so, we have been together two years and have our little boy : D
Chris started his new job at Gas America today, I am so proud of him! Now I need to continue my search for my job and we will be set, even though jobs are not easy to come by in this town, but all I can do is keep trying, and hope something hits, until then I am a stay at home mommy, and trust me I do not like that title, I need to get out of this house and socialize with some one other than my baby who just waves bye bye to me when I talk. Apparently I am dismissed and he doesn't want my conversation.