Love_My_Bullets's Journal
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| Fight with your bare hands. |
I was in a good mood today.
I had the idea was getting my hair done tomorrow
And I went outside
Tried to get a little tan
But then my mom came out
And she said she called the hair lady
And the hair lady said she can't do my hair tomorrow
She said she could before, but I guess now she cant
And that made me so mad!
I have to have my hair done by wednesday for school pictures
And thursday is Saosin!
My dad started yelling at me saying we don't have the money to get my hair done at a salon
So I said, my friend can do it for me [hopefully she wouldnt mess up!]
And he yelled at me and went away
But I was so pissed off!
I wanted to yell and scream and throw everything into the wall.
Then I got bored and tired
And when I'm bored, tired, and pissed I eat
And now I feel like I'm gonna get fat
And I really wish i could sing...
I'm just so unhappy with myself right now
My singing sucks, I have no talent
I wanted to model but my hair wouldnt match the model scene
Maybe I could find a model agency my style though...It'll be hard though.
I'd like to get my septum done
And my belly-button and a barbell in my ear
But my parents are such strict fuckers I have to wait til I"m fucking 18 to do anything.
I can't wait to move to L.A.
Hopefully everything will work out!
Especially getting my hair done tomorrow...I hope it looks good like I imagine it!!!!!!!
I am so totally in love with Josh Farro
Hayley Williams
Kat Von D
and Cove Reber | |
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| a song. |
this heart wreck
came to change
my outlook on you
loves hurts us
sometimes
we just move on
and on
you gotta move on
and on
oh.oh.
my disposable heart
only one use
and it's gone
thanks for coming here
thanks for coming home
thanks for coming here
kill me. pretty.
watch my heart break.
thank you so much for
letting me see
through your eyes
oh. once more.
letting me see through your eyes
now i know what's it like
oh why.
i wonder.
what were you thinking.
this heart wreck
my heart break
like a train wreck
we collide
on the side
of the tracks.
my disposable heart
only one use
and it's gone
thanks for coming here
thanks for coming home
thanks for coming here
kill me. pretty.
watch my heart,
my heart oh my heart
watch myheart,
my heart or my heart
this heart wreck came to change...
this heart wreck
my heart break
like a train wreck
we collide
on the side
of the tracks.
my disposable heart
only one use
and it's gone
thanks for coming here
thanks for coming home
thanks for coming here
kill me. pretty.
watch my heart break.
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what do you thinik?? | | Tags: song, my heart |
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| i'm no gentleman. |
lol! i'm not a man...
It's a song.
I got 3 cds YES! :]
Heroine/Santi/Infinity on High
I know, it's kinda late for all of them lol but at least I have them, right? | |
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| FAT--HELP ME |
My metabolism is slowing down
From sometimes skipping breakfast
And sitting on my ass on the computer/the couch all day
I need help!
I'm out of shape!
[not fat]
And I might be gaining weight!
HELP
Any advice for getting active and in shape??
Gawsh I'm so lazy! | |
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| NO! fucking GTKD |
My dad fucking blocked myspace from my computer.
I know it doesn't sound like that big of a deal.
But it is to me.
I have trains to post.
And most importantly.
People to talk to.
People to meet.
He just does'nt understand anything.
I like this kid.
But he doesn't like me.
And I kinda wanna find out why.
But I can only talk to him on myspace.
And...idk it's just hard.
And he doesn't understand.
Parents never understand anything.
Especially when it's a problem that has to do with they're own child's social life.
But whatev.
I'll just stay single for the rest of my life.
And die.
Goodbye. | |
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| GOOD. |
G00D
HE APOLOGIZED TO ME
AND I FORGAVE HIM
AND EVERYTHING'S GOOD NOW
I WISH WE COULD HAVE MORE THINGS TO TALK ABOUT THOUGH
AND THAT WE COULD TALK MORE
AND THAT WE COULD SEE EACH OTHER
AND THAT HE'D CALL ME
BUT AT LEAST WE'RE FRIENDS AGAIN
:] | |
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| blek |
bleekblookblek
haha sillywilly
EYE DEE KAY | |
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| california |
C@L1F0RN1I@
I CAN TYPE THAT REALLY FAST
CALIFORNIA
CALIFORNIA
CALIFORNIA
CALIFROINA
OOPS
okay so...i'm bored
and i wanna do something today
and i wanna actually go someplace today
cuz i gotts search for guys
...
i'm lonely | |
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| HOLY CRAP |
H0LY CR@P
A GIRL IN MY SCHOOL DOES MODELING
AND SHE GOT ON THE FRONT PAGE OF A NEWSPAPER ARTICLE THINGY
I WANTED TO DO MODELING A FEW YEARS AGO
AND STILL DO!
I TALKED TO MY PARENTS ABOUT IT
AND ALL THEY DO/DID IS SIT ON THIER ASSES
I EXPECT THEN TO CALL A MODELING AGENCY
AND GET ME INTO FUCKING MODELING/ACTING
CUZ I'M SERIOUS ABOUT IT
BUT THEY JUST NEVER BELIEVE ME...
AND THAT WOULD'VE BEEN ME ON THE COVER
THIS GIRL IS REALLY PRETTY
BUT WAY TOOOOOO SKINNY
HER FACE IS ALL SUNKEN IN AND HER EYES LOOK STRETCHED OUT
BUT WHATEVER FLOATS YERR BOAT
IIGHT?? | |
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| I don't love you like I did yesterday |
I DON'T LOVE YOU
LIKE I DID
YESTERDAY
YEAH
HE DOESN'T LIKE ME ANYMORE
HE "LOSES CONNECTION WITH PEOPLE WHEN HE NEVER SEES THEM"
WHICH I CAN UNDERSTAND SINCE I USED TO BE LIKE THAT
BUT THEN I THOUGHT OF THIS
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WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE
YOU WOULDN'T STOP LOVING THEM
JUST BECAUSE YOU DON'T SEE THEM
RIGHT??? | |
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| I.M. |
Everytime I sign on
He signs off
Did I do something?
Or is it just a coincidence?
He said I didn't do anything
But he's been real touchy lately
Even he said
But what I really wanna know
Is why | |
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| Hm. I write a lot. OMG! |
uh-oh
i think a bird
just flew into
my window
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Today
I might spend the night at Jenna's
and go to the movies//dinner
with Sarah
and Jenna
lol sounds like a date!! | |
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| short.long. |
jenna called and told us to come over, so we were getting ready and all that jazz when we called jenna and asked if she knew that we were coming over and she's like uh no! and we're all oh well we are! and she's like oh mmk then. and then we call back and see if her mom even knows [cuz her mom's not home] so she calls her mom at work and her mom says that we can't go over. and my mom is already at sarah's house ready to pick us up and take us to jenna's house. and then jenna started crying and shit and her mom said if sarah and i go over then jenna's grounded for the rest of break. so uh yeah we didn't go over. and sarah cut my hair! it's like, down to my shoulders. i might get another layer and dye underneath pink. im deffinitley dying underneath//the bottom layer hot pink. i just don't know when cuz i dont have the money and i don't have the pink shizz haha. so uh lyke totally uh yeah! mmk.that.was.weird.im.not.gonna.lie i kinda want my long hair back though...it was pretty. but, well...it's kinda too late now! and i wanted it cut shorter anyway just...i didn't know i was gonna do it so soon. cuz yeah but whatever. it happened, and now i gotta dye it pink then grow it longer :] | |
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