I stopped the boats from hitting the oceans floor.
I stopped myself while attemping to become something more.
I stepped aside so no one would be able to call me out.
I hid from the shadows and I ran away from myself.
Crossing my fingers in hopes of finding change.
I erase my identity and I find my new name.
Passed out in notebooks of fortune written to tell.
But you don't listen because you think you know me so well.
So I listen to records, I make lines with friends.
Resighting every song we've ever gotten to sing.
And we laughed straight into the light of the morning.
Tomorrow's here and yesterday's gone.
Just like an old sad lover's song.
With notes the sore like a melody.
So come on and sing this song with me.
I'm lost and hopeless, but it only last a night.
When I wake up, everything will be back to alright.
L is for the way you look at all of my mistakes.
O is for it being overrated like the day
V is for the volume of your voice when you shout.
and E is for everything you know nothing about.
My night falls as the stars shine low
come on girl I'll trade you a suck for a blow
just a kiss that's all I ask from across the room
distance is nothing now I don't have to stand next to you
as long as your eyes look upon mine
we'll be one and stuck in pulses through time
look at these wrist in which I use to draw lines
no scars at all, it turns out I'm just fine
childish games have now been over played
I'll declare you the winner of every game
so roll me the dice, "snake eyes at again!"
straight to jail I go, it's my only win
Color me stupid in the finest of grays
frost over my eyes and forget my whole name
lips touching knees to spread open your legs
no one's watching us, so don't hold back babe
I'm a prisoner of love locked up inside a rose
day by day I'm living a lie with my eyes closed
study your body like a pioneer thriving to know
I don't really know how many people actually go about to reading these things. Do I just put in here whatever I feel like or what? I've been suffering from insomnia lately, and it completely sucks. I don't sleep well, and when I do it's always at the wrong time. My body is screwed up. I spend my nights just writing new songs, and listening to music. That's life I guess.
So I'm really excited for the new Motion City Soundtrack album. I have no clue why. I just want it really bad. They always amaze me with their albums. I'm also wanting the new Say Anything really bad. Their last album saved my life so I want some new tunes. They're easily my favorite band since Blink-182 broke up.
I'm going to try to get to sleep now. I'll post more tomorrow or later today if given a chance.