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soundtrackofmysilence:
lone wolf.
01/15/11 at 07:34 AM by simplejack
IíM FALLING DOWN AGAIN
IF THIS MEANS TO BE A MAN
I FEEL SO MUCH OLDER THAN YOU
MY BODY IS LETTING GO
MY MIND DOESNíT KNOW
I HAVE NOTHING TO HOLD ON TO

My eyes are desperate
My hands are trembling
Can I save this scene before itís too late?
Iím losing weight again
Let my hair grow as I stand
Watching this incomplete beard grow longer again

Maybe one day I will make it
Motivation lacks at all
The worst mistake I could ever make is
Wish a change and do nothing else
To make it happen

When I thought I was okay
Lied to myself during those days
I misspelled invisible with invincible
When I thought that I was the best
It was your fault if I was less
You knew from the start the problem was me

I could be so much more
But the fear of flying keep on bringing me down
In a world Iíve been sleeping
On a cloud Iíve been living and not looking down
And it hurts so hard when I fell to the ground
Bruises, wounds and blood
I wasted myself and the time Iíve always had
But at least Iím still alive

Now I feel your words you told me that morning
ďThereíll always be problems and difficulties, something that knocks you out
From time to time every step requires more and more effort
so do what you like, what makes you feel good
life will be hard but at least enjoyableĒ

Donít let this sad song be the soundtrack of my silence
Iíll mark the music in my head, the lyrics in my heart
To remind me why Iím here and where Iíve been
Ďcause what Iíve done makes who I am but not who Iíll be

ďIf you donít like who you are,
If you donít like the world around you,
If you wake up every morning feeling hopeless, scared and sad
You must know that itís never too late to stand up and change.
Youíve got to work hard and be positive
And one day youíll be a champĒ
Tags: my songs, my life, melrose diner video, the wonder years
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after all.
12/28/10 at 07:49 AM by simplejack
I feel the tension in the air
Embarrassing silences and growing pressure
They want an answer I canít give right now
No one told me this life was easy
I never meant it that way
Iím sorry if Iím not what you expect
I let you down without thinking about it
I kept on going forward with steps done backwards
Does that even make sense to you?
You know, other than downfall?

ďDONíT THROW IT AWAY, THE POTENTIAL OF YOUR MIND, YOUR BODY AND HEART.Ē
ITíS NOT ENOUGH TO GO ON WITHOUT A REASON TO BELIEVE, I GIVE UP
BUT IíM ONLY HUMAN AFTER ALL.

I feel the tension in the air
Embarrassing silences and growing pressure
Iíve got to show you that Iím not done yet
Iím scared about what future holds for me
I guess Iíll get it through

I canít stand promises and new yearís resolutions
Ďcause itís complicated to pretend that everything will be alright
Problems always find the time to knock at your door
I wonít bet about my scores but Iíll do my best to make them good
The more I hear you say you donít care
The more I know you're there
Tags: my songs, my life, yellowcard
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believe. part II.
12/28/10 at 07:47 AM by simplejack
Sitting by the river and I donít know why
While time passes by everyoneís the same
The lack of balance has become routine
Slowly watching grey lives fading to black
You donít care till you learn the hard way
We delegate our lives pretending our rights
Then you got to ask the licence for dreaming
Future left alone in empty consciences

WE GOTTA BELIEVE THAT A CHANGE IS POSSIBLE
LOOK OUT FOR THE UPSIDES AND FIGHT FOR YOUR DREAM
WE GOTTA BELIEVE
LETíS RAISE OUR HEADS AND OPEN OUR WINDOWS
ĎCAUSE WORLD WONíT CHANGE IF YOU LIVE ON YOUR OWN

Itís time to be brave and raise our voices
Indifference kills the anger of the innocents
Hope is for the young ones, hope is for fools
Who will fight for us, if not ourselves?
Tags: my songs, my life
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in the silence.
12/18/10 at 10:45 AM by simplejack
Everyone is looking for coherence
People who really think and do what they say
Everyone is looking for sincerity
But do you really want to know the truth?
We wear so many masks in life
for every time and place we live in
world's a stage I got a part to act
for any situation I got to live

IN THE SILENCE
I CAN SEE THE SCARS OF WHAT I'VE DONE IN THE PAST
SIGNS THAT MAKE ME WHO I AM
IN THE SILENCE
I CAN HEAR THE SOUND OF STANDING ON MY OWN
I CAN HEAR WHO I REALLY AM

Everything is ready for this show
Iím the actor, the writer, the director
And itís not my fault if audienceís gone
The audition process is a fucking joke

In the silence of the night
With the deafening sound of your thoughts
Can you still hear yourself?
In the silence of the night
When you look in the mirror
Do you like what you see?
Tags: my songs, my life, anamericangod's blog
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my favourite radio.
12/18/10 at 10:44 AM by simplejack
Mixed tapes blasting off my car stereo
Windows down sunglasses winterís gone
Here comes the song I want to hear for so long
As a main theme of the soundtrack of my life
I want simple, effective, predictable songs
They are the ones that speak to me

I RUN THROUGH THE MELODIES OF MY HEART
TO FIND THE PERFECT SONG TO SHOUT OUT
I WILL SING IT LOUD AND OUT OF TUNE
I WONíT CARE ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE SAY
IíM HAPPY AND FREE

I havenít ever pretended to know the musicís history
Or be some hipster who fakes to know it all
Catchy doesnít mean good but radio still sells
My heart is my favourite radio
Itís not about hit singles and weeks on chart
But record players torn apart

When everythingís in transit, music will be there
Connect with my senses, my thoughts and my silences
So Iíll know exactly how to feel how to say
Tags: my songs, my life
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apart.
12/14/10 at 01:37 PM by simplejack
Travel on the sidewalks of this town
grey sky and fallen leaves on the ground
I canít blame the weather anymore
I canít leave this life out of the door
defence is low too many losses in a row
thereís a solution but I got no attention
I let my sickness in
Iím caught up in between

IíM FALLING APART EVEN THOUGH IíM ALIVE, IíM DYING INSIDE
THE SUNíS FADING AWAY, ITíS COLD OUTSIDE
THESE FOUR WALLS I LIVE WITHIN I CANíT CALL HOME
AND I DONíT HEAR THE RINGING OF THE PHONE

it seems lights and sounds are all dead
out of the world, in a hospital bed
my vital sings are better day by day
but doctors have nothing to say
the only colours I see, not only for me,
belong to the pills I take because I canít see straight
thereís no strength in my breath
Iím so scared to death

Iím smaller as I fall, darkness has become my new light
waiting for injections, chemicals always fail on me
silence is everywhere, even words have left me alone
I would run away, but I wouldnít solve anything
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believe.
12/14/10 at 01:36 PM by simplejack
Thereís a place for god in this world of pain?
Is there something to believe in or everythingís fucked up?
I need someone to give hope to my tomorrow
When everyone whoís supposed to do it lies in its vanity
So many walking contradictions in the world
It spins the wrong way and Iím stuck in standby

ONE STEP AT A TIME WEíLL GET THROUGH THIS IN THE END
I DONíT KNOW IF THEREíS A GOD ABOVE
IF YOU DONíT BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
NO ONE WILL DO IT FOR YOU

Itís somehow crazy everyone minds his own fucking businesses
But if you donít know someone that helps you your career wonít go on
And it feels like honesty wonít pay
Every single tear of sweat poured off these years
Waiting up for second chances is not the best way for living
I should choose a target and paint it for the win

And so does time when they say it heals the wounds
But a photograph brings back the hurt
Havenít you written the word ďthe endĒ?
And so do you when you think you can't make it
even before you tried it at all
are looking only for the score or you do the best you can?

I don't know if there's a god above us
but I believe in you
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I'm ready.
12/11/10 at 01:09 AM by simplejack
Iím 20 years old
but Iím not grown at all
you can see it from the mistakes I make
the world is a mystery for me
and the way I used to be
choose the path for every step I take
no longer Iím looking back

AND NOW IíM READY TO BELIEVE,
TO REACH UP FOR THE BETTER THINGS THAT SEEM SO FAR AWAY
AND CLIMB THE HIGHEST MOUNTAIN
THROUGH THE AIRWAVES IN A FRESH BREATH OF POWER OF WILL

I lit a match made of desire
to make you see a bursting fire
you can rest now or follow your chances
pick up your bags and letís go
I wonít stop and I wonít slow
Iíll break down forever my fences
No longer Iím giving up

I can find the strength to win my fights
I will carry on if youíre by my side
Tags: my songs, my life
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one.
12/11/10 at 01:08 AM by simplejack
Iím arrived at this point in my life
a little worker bee until now
I need a few seconds to rest my head
but when I wake up I donít know where I am
time is golden, itís all I ever had
much of it I wasted along the way
no time machine, no duct tapes, no soul sale
it wonít come back to delete my regrets
Iíll take what I can get

LIFE IS ONE
I DON'T THINK I'LL WASTE OTHER TIME
I'LL HOLD ON
I DON'T THINK I WILL GO BETTER
I'VE DONE MY BEST AND NOTHING CAN BRING ME DOWN

when you feel the weight of the world on your back
and nothing on earth is sold for free
while everything is unpredictable
why you pretend to settle thing for less?
itís just a mess

no broken hearts canít be healed
no broken homes canít be rebuilt
if youíre hurt, I know youíre scared
we all have up and downs but does it ruin our ride?
I gotta hope

LIFE IS ONE
I DON'T THINK I'LL WASTE OTHER TIME
I'LL HOLD ON
I DON'T THINK I WILL GO BETTER
I'VE DONE MY BEST AND NOTHING CAN BRING ME, NOTHING CAN BRING ME DOWN
IN MY BODY SO MUCH FRUSTRATION, CAN YOU HEAR MY SCREAM?
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stop. take a breath. press play.
12/08/10 at 01:34 PM by simplejack
Right before the concert tension start to grow
I can't speak a concept
a lump down on my throat
expectations raising high
heart doesn't need to lie
swimming through the silence
I can hear the audience say:
"you're wasting your time, you throw it away
'cause we don't need another boy who wears his heart on a sleeve
but open your eyes and ask us to believe in you"

SING AT THE TOP OF OUR LUNGS
WE CAN DO NO WRONG
WE DON'T FEEL ANY SHAME
THIS IS JUST A GAME
WE ARE HERE TO PLAY

I don't have the courage
to keep my eyes out of my feet
sweat runs down with rage
'til the last song I'm average
please save a breath for the moment you'll come here
you'll need it for telling us something to write home about
good or bad you'll take it in your memories

I need to do it just for myself
the show must go on, I don't need help
my body finds a way to react
my voice is something I still have
with family and friends this concert never ends
I'll have the strength to hit every note right
I'll never stop to

SING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS
I CAN DO NO WRONG
I DON'T FEEL ANY SHAME
THIS IS JUST A GAME
I'M HERE TO PLAY
Tags: my songs, my life
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my discography.
12/08/10 at 01:30 PM by simplejack
(as of 04/27/10)

+44 - When Your Heart Stops Beating
30 Seconds To Mars - A Beautiful Lie
30 Seconds To Mars - This Is War
The All-American Rejects - When The World Comes Down
Andrew W.K. - I Get Wet
Angels & Airwaves - We Don't Need To Whisper
Angels & Airwaves - I-Empire
Arctic Monkeys - Favourite Worst Nightmare
Avenged Sevenfold - Avenged Sevenfold
blink-182 - Dude Ranch
blink-182 - Enema Of The State
blink-182 - Take Off Your Pants And Jacket
blink-182 - blink-182
blink-182 - Greatest Hits
Brand New - Daisy
Bring Me The Horizon - There Is A Hell Believe Me I've Seen It. There Is A Heaven Let's Keep It A Secret.
Dashboard Confessional - Alter The Ending
Eels - End Times
Fall Out Boy - Infinity On High
Fall Out Boy - Folie ŗ Deux
FanKŗz - Slow Victims For Fast Predators
Finley - Tutto Ť Possibile
Foo Fighters - Echoes, Silence, Patience & Grace
The Foxboro Hottubs - Stop Drop And Roll!!!
Funeral For A Friend - Tales Don't Tell Themselves
The Gaslight Anthem - American Slang
The Goo Goo Dolls - Greatest Hits Volume One: The Singles
Good Charlotte - Good Morning Revival
Green Day - 1,039/Smoothed Out Slappy Hours
Green Day - Kerplunk
Green Day - Dookie
Green Day - Insomniac
Green Day - Foot In Mouth EP
Green Day - Nimrod.
Green Day - Warning:
Green Day - International Superhits
Green Day - Shenanigans
Green Day - American Idiot
Green Day - Bullet In A Bible
Green Day - 21st Century Breakdown
Hoobastank - Every Man For Himself
James Blunt - Back To Bedlam
James Blunt - All The Lost Louls
Jimmy Eat World - Chase This Light
Jůnsi - Go
Kanye West - My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy
Kid Rock - Born Free
Ligabue - Arrivederci, Mostro!
My Chemical Romance - Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge
My Chemical Romance - The Black Parade
Mumford & Sons - Sigh No More
Muse - Absolution
Muse - Black Holes & Revelations
The National - High Violet
Noah and the Whale - The First Days of Spring
NOFX - Punk In Drublic
NOFX - They've Actually Gotten Worse Live!
The Offspring - Greatest Hits
The Offspring - Rise And Fall, Rage And Grace
Plain White T's - Every Second Counts
The Ramones - Rocket To Russia (Remastered)
R.E.M. - Reveal
R.E.M. - In Time: The Best Of R.E.M. 1988-2003
R.E.M. - Around The Sun
Rise Against - The Sufferer & The Witness
Rise Against - Appeal To Reason
Simple Plan - Simple Plan
Something Corporate - Leaving Through The Window
Something Corporate - North
Sonohra - Liberi Da Sempre
Sum 41 - Chuck
Sum 41 - Underclass Hero
The Sun - Spiriti Del Sole
The Swellers - Ups And Downsizing
Taking Back Sunday - Louder Now
The Good, The Bad & The Queen - The Good, The Bad & The Queen
Train - Save Me, San Francisco
Underoath - Lost In The Sound Of Separation
The Used - Lies For The Liars
Various Artists - Instant Karma: The Amnesty International Campaign To Save Darfur
Vanilla Sky - Changes
Vasco Rossi - Buoni O Cattivi
Yellowcard - Ocean Avenue
Yellowcard - Lights And Sounds
Zucchero - Shake
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