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Cambodia... So I ended up with a butthole who screwed me over... that sucks... but i wish that i had done things a little bit diferently...
I guess confidence makes you attractive??
And I might get my lip peirced within the next year... we'll see...
Wassup? LOL, soooo... my sister is graduating in... 15 days? Anyway, they're barely getting her cards done right now... Kind of funny, haha, mine were done, like, a month before...
Anyone else have family that's in stress mode right now?
Screwing Up My Life Was Easier Than I Thought So I totally screwed up my life, and I feel like crap about it...
I'm going to spend the rest of my life wondering what could have been.
No white dress at my wedding...
I can't wear my purity ring after we get it fixed...
I can't give myself as a pure gift to my husband someday...
I almost wish I hadn't done it... Almost...
If he stays with me, then it will be worth it...
My First Enty!! So I think for my first enty I'll just post some song lyrics that I wrote:
So close and yet so far away
never seemes so true.
I try and stretch out trembling hands
but still never reach you.
The love you whisper in my ear
will never fade away.
It seems that all the love we've sown
reaped the fruit of pain.
And yet, for all my hurt,
you, how could I blame?
I love you more than anything
with love that's fueled by pain.
But you've moved on.
You're getting by.
You left the love
we had to die.
And i"m still stuck here dreaming
that we'll love again some day.
How did I ever let myself fall into this trap?
And why am I still dreaming when we'll never bridge this gap?
I love you, never doubt it,
Though you've moved without it.
And here i sit with all of it
Forever, I'll be chained to you.
Still playing around with it, though, let me know what you think