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I'm pushing up daisies, I wish they were roses
I feel like I'm drowning but nobody knows it
I'm pushing up daisies, I wish they were roses
I feel like I'm dying, just want you to notice
It seemed perfect. We seemed perfect. But then someone decided to wake me up and i finally decided to open my eyes and see that there was nothing there. I fell for you but you stayed at the top of the cliff. Even when you promised you would jump with me. So i guess now we wait. We wait for you to realise that I'm a waste of time. That you could do a hell of a lot better and that...well...that i just wasn't worth any of it
cause people stay or go, choose to walk away or hold your hand and lead you through the rough, we are humans and we are all flawed
my fault not yours...right? | | Tags: seabird, it was good for awhile |
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| | Piano Songs? |
your favourite piano song?
leave in comments...... | |
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| | la la la, de de da |
Its nine oclock on a saturday
The regular crowd shuffles in
Theres an old man sitting next to me
Makin love to his tonic and gin
He says, son, can you play me a memory?
Im not really sure how it goes
But its sad and its sweet and I knew it complete
When I wore a younger mans clothes
La la la, de de da
La la, de de da da da
Sing us a song, youre the piano man
Sing us a song tonight
Well, were all in the mood for a melody
And youve got us feelin alright
Now john at the bar is a friend of mine
He gets me my drinks for free
And hes quick with a joke or to light up your smoke
But theres someplace that hed rather be
He says, bill, I believe this is killing me.
As the smile ran away from his face
Well Im sure that I could be a movie star
If I could get out of this place
Oh, la la la, de de da
La la, de de da da da
Now paul is a real estate novelist
Who never had time for a wife
And hes talkin with davy whos still in the navy
And probably will be for life
And the waitress is practicing politics
As the businessmen slowly get stoned
Yes, theyre sharing a drink they call loneliness
But its better than drinkin alone
Sing us a song, youre the piano man
Sing us a song tonight
Well, were all in the mood for a melody
And youve got us feelin alright
Its a pretty good crowd for a saturday
And the manager gives me a smile
cause he knows that its me theyve been comin to see
To forget about life for a while
And the piano, it sounds like a carnival
And the microphone smells like a beer
And they sit at the bar and put bread in my jar
And say, man, what are you doin here?
Oh, la la la, de de da
La la, de de da da da | | Tags: billy joel, piano man, lyrics |
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| | take me with you, I'd start to miss you |
so it's not easy
it's really not, and those that tell you it is, are lying to you
i wish i knew what you think every time you see me, becasue you know, you get this look and
i wish that you would just talk to me again
becasue you know, words were never our enemy
it's hard, it really is, just to watch you
and those few times our eyes meet
and i feel completely lost
i need to stop thinking about it,
I'll stay away, i promise
I'll run in the opposite direction
but you have to stay away too | | Tags: one day my head will implode |
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| | I Can't Stand To Fly, I'm Not That Naive |
i wish right now, more then anything, that i could just pack up and leave
that i could just run out of here
it wouldn't be much of a lose
some might be in question of where i went, but i don't believe that their worry would last long
i feel used. the part that sucks is that it seems to be by everyone, even the ones closes to me.
it doesn't matter if i'm hurt, it matters if you are
what you did doesn't matter, nor does the fact that you believe that i don't even deserve a simple apology. or at least that's what you think
i forgive to easily.
So it was four or five of everything, as you are no good.
I saw it through the frame and through my face.
Covering my eyes, because we are nothing,
and never quite the same from a black and white summer.
With photographs that showed our rails and razorblades.
I think it cured my pain, again.
ignorance is bliss, but if you are not ignorant, then where is your bliss? | | Tags: lydia, december, leaving this place |
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| | you found me...you found me |
you had me going when you said
I was the reason that you left
and you took my heart every time you went
on weekend trips around the country with him
and I want to be the one that's outside of your door
and I want to be the one you're calling when you're bored
and I want to know you better than they say that they do
cause when it's love, babe, it's only you
and now if you promise to then I'll keep it together for you
I'm not your saving grace
we'll make the same mistakes
but I won't watch and let you fall
cause if I don't make it out with you
then I can't say I've made it at all
and I wish you could tell me how
you hope everything turns out
cause it's never who we learn to love
it's always the one we can't help thinking of
and I'll always be the one that's outside of your door
and I'll always be the one you're calling when you're bored
and I'll always know you better than they think that they do
cause when its love, babe, it's always you
and now if you promise to then I'll keep it together you
I'm not your saving grace
we'll make the same mistakes
but I won't watch and let you fall
cause if I don't make it out with you
then I can't say I've made it at all
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maybe if i just get past this then I'll finally be able to say that I'm fine
maybe.
but lets be realistic, when am i ever okay? | | Tags: monument monument, life, my disaster |
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| | | Late Fragment |
And did you get what
You wanted from this life, even so?
I did.
And what did you want
To call myself beloved, to feel myself
Beloved on the earth
LATE FRAGMENT - RAYMOND CARVER
this is probably one of my favourite poems of all time, becasue lets face it...we all want to be loved in the end ... don't we? | |
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| | random stuff |
snow falls so clear
marking everything white
it all looks so new
that for a moment
it fooled me, then i thought
"this isn't my life"
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remember the day
when you realised
that maybe your decision
was the wrong one
and if you could go back
you never would?
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im pretty sure that acceptance is the first
real step towards any progress
so hear it goes, i love you
or at least i think i do
actually, im not sure
is it really you?
or just the idea of us?
maybe acceptance wasn't a good choice
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| | The Greatest Thing About An Ottawa Winter |
the rideau canal...7.8 km of open ice
it never matters how cold it is or if it's snowing. when you live here, you learn to embrace those winter days and have fun.... right after the 2 meters of snow is cleaned off of the driveway and the usual commute that would take 10 minutes, takes half and hour ...EMBRACE!!! ..with hot chocolate in your hands (it even keeps your hands warm!) | |
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| | count em |
count them. that's 5. 5 straight gold medals for canada in the world juniors.
This is our game. | |
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| | | Them knuckles are pale |
im holding in my left hand a kings of leon cd
in my other hand a poem book
and on me, i am wearing a "that's what she said shirt"
my friends know me too well | |
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| | it's my birthday...fun stuff |
Would you like to hear them tonight
Singing a song for you
Would you join along to that old familiar tune
And some days things overwhelm
When all you want is the simple melody
To hum along the day
To prove that nothing can possibly stand in your way
Would you like to hear them tonight
They wrote this song for you
Cause they know one day your dreams will come true
Even if it seems hard sometimes
You never know who’s out there waiting for you
It might take some time before you
Before you realise
Where a winding road might take you
This path going nowhere is actually
Bringing you closer to home
Out side your head exists a world of the unknown
Waiting, waiting, waiting here for you
Waiting, waiting, waiting for the truth
Spend your days staring out the window
And let your dreams fill the sky line
Don’t listen to those who tell you
You’ll never amount
And don’t give in to the one
That will never be able to hold you right
Because you never know who’s out there waiting for you
In those cold winter nights
When you say “ I don’t know where to go”
‘I don’t know what to do, sometimes I just feel so alone”
In those cold winter nights
When you say “ I don’t know where to go”
‘I don’t know what to do, sometimes I just feel so alone”
But you never know in these crowded rooms
Everyone is smiling back at you
And you never know who’s out there waiting for you | | Tags: yet another song |
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| | all I need is water and headphones |
.........my shopping is done -woot woot- (dance party in my head)
im so happy that i just got it over. there is so much traffic and congestion on the roads, stupid bus strike. at least it isn't -40.....yet.
i find it stupid how the union is refusing to make a move to negotiate and so is the city, so basically it's a stand still, and when people tell you that they are sorry for this (union workers) and that they are trying to work out an agreement (city counselors) they are ALL LYING. im pretty sure if i can keep walking to school and everywhere, im going to use the buses at a minimum when they do come back. it's my big thank you to their big fuck you Ottawa.
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You're only making enemies by doing this, and I, for one, will be actively looking for alternative transport even after the buses start running again. And if I have to take the bus, rest assured, I'll be cheating you out of my money every step of the way. I'll slip in the back door when you're not looking, I'll shortchange you with my fare. Heck, I'll pay with a buttload of nickels. Because if you're going to try to keep me and my friends from passing our classes - something that has NOTHING to do with your demands - then I'm going to do my damnedest to make things hard on you too.
Sincerely,
Gill
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....... i got my friend the new FOB cd which i know she'll love
....... my birthday is this Saturday....not that excited.....
i like the anthony green video for she loves me so and just to say, his solo cd was pretty solid.
i can't stop listening to water and headphones by the ropes
and this blog is the most random thing ever.
You're lucky I have
This outlet of mine
Keeping me sane
'Cause after the fight
I really thought about killing you
I really thought about killing you | |
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