Today is another crazy day in the crazy life in this crazy world.
It's strange how I feel right now...
But I feel like something is hanging over me
I feel like something is looming...
This is the calm before the storm...
Get me out of here before I drown
The ocean is blue and beautiful.
But the water looks friendly.
Sunsets on sandy terrain and clear skies.
Until they meet at the horizon.
Two beautiful entities reflect upon each other
The sun rests between the sky and the ocean.
It all seems so peaceful.
And yet, I feel clouds coming.
I feel storms brewing...
My eyes are bloodshot and my mind is stained.
My stomach is empty and my heart is strained.
I want to refrain and live and love and escape the lies,
yet I can't help but wonder...
Why? Why now?
I can't ask you to do this
You've been too good already
I need to hold steady
I need to be ready
But my heart is so heavy.
I can't grasp this
I can't ask for more than this
But I can't handle it
And I can't let that ruin it.
No, this time the good will stay.