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| By All Accounts (Today Was A Disaster)
| | Time to back all your big words. |
I have no filter when I speak. I have no limit to what I'll say. I have no way of knowing I've gone too far until someone points the line out to me. But c'mon, you can't sit here and tell that me you were gonna keep messing with my head and expect to hear nothing from me! What I said isn't even as harsh as to what I was thinking.
You're a terrible friend, you play too much with a guy's emotions and worst of all you don't feel sorry for it. You act like everything's fine and nothing has happened. But you must not know me all too well. I'll call you out on your crap when no one else will.
I have no limit, but don't push me. | | Tags: girls, drama, llamas |
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| | Between Now and Then |
Why are these days going by so fast? It seems like just yesterday I was in the bathroom of a venue texting you to wish you a happy new year. Here I am, almost three months later, with my phone in one hand and doubt in the other.
Where am I gonna be in six months? I have no idea. I honestly don't know how to make sure my future is stable. With my mom being diagnosed with all these diseases, I don't want to think about the future. I dreamt last night that she had died and that my brother had committed suicide because of it. It freaked me out, I'm not gonna lie. I woke up this morning with a heavy heart and teary eyed.
Everything around me just needs to slow down. I want to appreciate everything for what it has to offer. Give me time. | | Tags: personal, inner, drama, fear |
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