Holy shit. I can't believe that I'm saying this, but I think tomorrow I'll be asking out the girl that I have been endlessly rambling about in this little blog of mine. It's really only 6 words, but they are they hardest for me to say. I have trouble believing myself saying that I'll do it, as I blew two opportunities today to ask her. The prospect of her saying yes is exciting but the also realistic possibility that she'll say no is terrifying. Hopefully I'll stay optimistic long enough to do this, but knowing me, I probably won't, but I hopefully will. To be perfectly honest, I just want to know what she'll say, the ignorance is killing me.