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The Fight
05/16/12 at 05:03 PM by .invisible ink.
I'm pretty much disgusted with the human race and I'm not sure how to get over it. It's not like it's a new feeling for me but lately it's been more evident than usual what with all the (not new) garbage about not letting gays have equal rights, religion being used to make political decisions , destroying all that we hold dear environmentally for a quick buck with no forethought of how we're digging our own grave deeper and deeper with every shortsighted move we make. I don't understand why it seems like most people only partially give a shit about these things, if they give a shit at all. Why was I given the burden of caring so fucking much when there's so little difference I can make? I consciously have chosen to not have children because I don't think it's right to bring more people into a world of corporate/political/financial slavery and environmental destruction and I don't say it to be a martyr, I say it because I really truthfully would feel like such a horrible person for burdening someone else with this kind of life experience. I can't wrap my head around not caring about every little issue that I learn about and then feeling helpless as fuck for not being able to change anything. I can't stop wanting to inform people to try and make them do something. I don't obsess over the problems in the world like you might think but they're always there in the back of my mind waiting to escape when someone makes an offhanded comment that's only vaguely related. My only release is trying to educate people but it's futile.

I don't think there's anything truly wrong with me so I don't think it's exactly fixable. The only thing I can think of that would help would be to move away from society and media and corporations as much as possible in this day and age and sort of isolate myself from the reality of it all until I finally die. Fuck everything and everyone. This life sucks and I'm sick to death of having to live a corporate existence just to support having a roof over my head and clothes on my back and food on the table. What is the goddamn point of any of this shit??

I really wanted to put in the youtube for Days Away "The Fight" but apparently it doesn't exist so this is what I'm doing instead. Meh. It totally figures.

Don't wake the kids for tea
Be thankful their paws are clean
We've just sold our house for pennies
They'll be worried, just let them sleep

We will go to a town covered in snow
And settle down in a new home

Stand straight and tall
This is a misery that nobody wants
We're in control of this
Don't fear the fall
We've offered something that nobody wants
We're in control of this

Grab your T.V, books, and speaker set
You don't want to leave them behind
Letters, journals, pictures and thermals too

Remember who you are
Remember who you are
Remember who you are

Care for the ones you need
And maybe their hearts will grow

Stand straight and tall
This is a misery that nobody wants
We're in control of this
Don't fear the fall
We've offered something that nobody wants
We're in control of this
Tags: miserable existence, fuck the world, days away
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