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11/18/09 at 05:28 PM
|another pretty good day. got up this morning and only drank half the cup of coffee i made, drank a whole glass of orange juice. ate nearly all of my instant oatmeal. watched "the west wing." for all intents and purposes, i had a shitty day at work, working on confusing projects based on unfinished shitty phones. but i took some time to stand outside, even if it was only for 45 seconds. and took my second pill. what was different was that i didn't spiral down out of control, into that panic zone where nothing is going right and nothing ever will go right, and then i have to run to the handicapped stall to compose myself. THAT is nice.|
the only problem right now? i've fallen drastically behind on my nanowrimo story. about 10000 words behind. so tonight i'm going to give it a go, try to play catch up as best i can. me and my seltzer with lime.
tonight i'm going to write about falling. we'll see where this leads. i know how the story goes; i lived it. but let's just see what else comes up. there's a whole other part to this story developing, the part where i'm seeing how i've spent my last five years, and i am getting help. it will be interesting to see how the two truly intersect.
i don't want to get lost in the ocean.
|Tags: just keep swimming