Everything in my life is pretty cool right now. Even though I had surgery on Monday and am on crutches, it doesn't hinder the amazing weekend I had. I went to Michigan with the hockey team and it was great. Even though this was one of the first times in my life that I've been consciously around people that are high and offered drugs to me, I was okay. It was from people that know and respect, and understood a denial. I don't care if they were high, except that I had to watch some thing on the history channel because the one kid who was high at the time thought it was fucking hilarious. We spent a lot of time (and a lot of money) going to Buffalo Wild Wings. We ate like pigs and watched pointless sporting events. It was a good time.
NOTE: I don't look down on people who smoke pot, it's just not my thing.
Sure, it's a week after she said no, and sure, I still try to avoid her at all costs, and sure, I still freak out at the prospect of talking to her. When she said hi to me yesterday, I was left speechless, but somehow mumbled out a slightly less than coherent reply. But, to be honest, I'm doing great. I've almost let the entire thing go, and she seems to just pretend that nothing ever happened, which might be for the best. I also got the new Right Away, Great Captain! record in the mail today along with the new Johnny Foreigner and The Seabellies. I have yet to listen to them, but I have really great expectations for the first two, don't really know what to expect from the third. Overall, I may be doing better than I was before.
Aside from the fact that I started off this week borderline depressed, it's been a pretty okay week. My pre-orders didn't arrive, but I can live with that. I have an interview with Thomas Dutton on Saturday, and I'll be sending off my questions to both Danger Radio and NEEDTOBREATHE tomorrow or Saturday. I was able to finish both of my articles and my Sociology paper on time. And tonight, for the first time in weeks or maybe months, I'm going to sleep before 11:30. Sure, it sounds lame, but I've been up until 1:30 or later every night this week, and I am excited to just sleep.