So I have the best girlfriend in the world. Here I am, pissed that I couldn't get tickets for Brand New's tour this fall for the Philly date, and what does my girl do? She got two tickets for the Philly date. I'm beyond excited for the show, two of my favorite bands playing a show.
On this coldest of January nights
We drive out past the runway and watch the planes go flying by
The runway lights are the deepest blue like the colors of your eyes
So close them tight and kiss me one last time
Don't know what it is, I just love these lines so much.
The icing on the cake to my night last night was finding out that my exgf is now pregnant. All I can say to that is I saw it coming, I really did. She has become a townie now and is beyond happy living in our hometown and not getting out in the real world. Her boyfriend just seems to go with the motions as well, but if I was him, I'd be kind of freaking out. I was also surprised when they moved in together, I gave it till summer till she was back home.
Glad I got out of that situation when I did, because of how she is now. She's a totally different person than from the one I fell in love with back then.
I've seen a palace in London, I've seen a castle in Wales but I'd rather wake up beside you and breathe that ol' familiar smell.
I never thought you could leave me, I figured I was the one
but I understand your sadness so I guess I should just hold my tongue.
Dallas Green knows how to write some heartfelt lyrics
And I'm afraid to sleep because of what haunts me Such as living with the uncertainties
They'll never find the words to say
Which would completely explain
Just how I'm breaking down
Someone come, Someone come and save my life
Maybe I'll sleep when I am dead
But now its like the night is taking up sides
With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind
Could it be? This misery will suffice
I hate seeing my ex girlfriend come into my work with her boyfriend. Everytime I see them/her, I then begin to think about the relationship I had with her. I begin to remember the nights we spent together, the fights, the talks, the laughs, pretty much everything you get with a relationship. I often wonder how things would of turned out if I didn't go away to school and stayed home for that first year or so.
I then awaken from this mental state, and I look at her now. She's put on the pounds and just loves going out to the bars and drinking her face off. She just recently moved in with her boyfriend, I give it till the summer or a few months before before she's back at her parent's place.
Been on a Brand New kick the past couple of days, most likely due to the fact that there's a possibility that I'm seeing this Sunday. I haven't seen them live since right after Deja came out. Let's just say, it's going to be an amazing show.
So, there's this girl. This cute little blonde girl, who I play soccer with every night at our rec center. I don't know what it is, but I'm attracted to her. I love the fact that she plays soccer and that shes not afraid to go up against the boys, hell, she's taken the ball away from me a couple times. Anyways, hung out with her Saturday night, things seemed to jell with us, she came back to my house and I kicked her ass in Mario Kart 64. She walked home, which I didn't want her walking alone. But as soon as she got home, started texting me and what not. We were suppose to hang out yesterday, but I did not know to call her, stupid me. She then texts me out of the blue last night.
I don't know what to make of this. I'm not stressing over it yet, I'm gonna try and hang out with her again this weekend, and then see what happens from there.