<3dancedance

I am forced to babysit and clean alot cause of my parents being gone so often. I dont really do much cause im introverted so i dont do any extra-curricular activities at school. My sole dream in life it to learn how to play the bass and guitar...but my family isnt exactly the richest so i dont have the oppurtunity some people have, but i refuse to let that drag me down. As i said, I play the clarinet and im a HUGE music fanatic. I have tons of cds and my mom considers me 'anti-social' cause i always lock myself in my room to listen to music.

I am the oldest of 5 children in my family and therefore, i am a bit more stressed than the normal person. School takes over my life alot cause of all the pointless homework we get from the teachers. I have lots of friends, but generally, i am really REALLY shy. I have a preblem with trusting people and i still havent met someone in my life that i can completely trust. I tried that once and i was let down so im not making that mistake again. I am extremely independent and i hate it when people tell me what to do. Something im actually good at is playing the clarinet which ive been playing for just over 4 years.