Jenn Shae

Jenn this is just for you. I was online whne you were writting your post about God.
I just wanted to tell you that you are loved in every way posible. It takes a lot to be vulerable and to be honest about things that have taken place. I am a christian and have been for years. I have been through everything from abuse, addictions, to suicide. I can sit here and type this to you now a senior in college and tell you that my God has never been more faithful. I went through so many days of hopelessnes, doubt and disbelief that he was there or that he ever wanted to be there. I asked questions such as if he was there why did he not stop it why did he not do anything to protect it. But the truth of the matter was, was that he was there. He saw it all. He saw the bigger picture just like he always does when we only see what is right in front of us. He loves us. I learned a lot through it. Although I am far away from marriage, I know that I will never be like my mom, I will never marry a guy like my dad, I will give my kids the to the best of my ability the love that the desereve. I will give them the respect that they deserve. There were many negative things that came out fo the negative, but there were so many more positive things that came out of it!