Heather

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my name is heather. call me whatever you like. i couldn't care less. Judge me by the way i dress, you'll most likely get it right. i hate petty little bitches. grow the fuck up. i'm writing way too much for this. i usually have to write down the little things i plan on doing, because within 5 minutes, i will forget. i have a really bad memory, but i'm really good with names. I can speak french, not fluently yet, but I hope to be. It's the most beautiful language. J'adore francais! You can't really hurt be even more than i've already been hurt. I've been through hell and back. I'm single and not currently looking. I already have someone in mind. :] i am usually a nice person, but i have a bad side. i don't like to start shit, and people who do need to stay away from me. im sick of it. i dislike change. i like things the way they are, and want them to stay the same. i get attatched wayyyyy too easily. it isn't really a good thing, though. it just makes things hurt even worse. i hate when people are fake. like when they will be nice to you when it's just you and them, but when they're around their friends, they act like they don't even know you. there are very few people who i can actually trust. and those are usually the people closest to me. i hate when i can't get ahold of someone, by calling them or something. 'cause usually it's something really important. or something that will eat you alive until you clear it up with him. i hate it. don't tell me i don't love someone that i say i do. i won't fucking listen. you're not me, so how can you tell me who i love and who i don't? yeah, i've said "i love you" and didn't mean it. but that was before i knew what love was. i do now. so when i say it, i mean it. i have the best damn friends in the whole world. i also have alot of best friends, but they all mean alot to me. in case you haven't noticed, i'm not normal. i don't want to be normal. i do read. a lot. i love reading. surprising? i thought so. :] i can burp very lou