im starting to doubt my faith and i fear that i'll begin to lose it entirely, is there anything i can do to regain the love for god that i used to have?
It can be hard to believe in something if you feel like that very thing has forgotten you. What always works for me, is to remember that God has a bigger and better plan for your life than what you have for yourself. Sometimes things happen (or don't happen) that are hurtful and don't make sense and make it easy to turn against Him. Remember that while not everything that happens is the result of our own or other's free will, God is working on creating your story into something beautiful, it just might not always make sense in certain moments.