I'm a bit taken aback by the disrespectful comments in this thread. Clearly, the bravery of this song is being overlooked. This is about a young man lashing out, trying to come to grips with his homosexuality. He sees the girl sucking another man's dick, and he uses her as the recipient of his frustrations because he WANTS to be where she is, yet doesn't feel like he can.

Emmure is clearly trying to take listeners on a haunting, personal journey. It's a very tragic track about not being able to accept who you really are.