I hope he is right about the 25 thing...I am getting there and things aren't looking very hopeful...
I hate my shitty white collar cubicle desk job, I'm engaged to someone I've grown to despise but am too afraid of dying alone to break it off, I have over 150 gigs, yes GIGS of smut, I wasted my time in college pursuing a path my parents wanted me to pursue instead of getting the degree I wanted, I'm growing apart from all of my good friends and support system, every single day is the same monotonous crap and will be for the next 50 or so years barring any unexpected accidents. =(
If I could write a letter to my younger self it would probably say "kill yourself now."
I hope he is right about the 25 thing...I am getting there and things aren't looking very hopeful...
I hate my shitty white collar cubicle desk job, I'm engaged to someone I've grown to despise but am too afraid of dying alone to break it off, I have over 150 gigs, yes GIGS of smut, I wasted my time in college pursuing a path my parents wanted me to pursue instead of getting the degree I wanted, I'm growing apart from all of my good friends and support system, every single day is the same monotonous crap and will be for the next 50 or so years barring any unexpected accidents. =(
If I could write a letter to my younger self it would probably say "kill yourself now."
I hope he is right about the 25 thing...I am getting there and things aren't looking very hopeful...
I hate my shitty white collar cubicle desk job, I'm engaged to someone I've grown to despise but am too afraid of dying alone to break it off, I have over 150 gigs, yes GIGS of smut, I wasted my time in college pursuing a path my parents wanted me to pursue instead of getting the degree I wanted, I'm growing apart from all of my good friends and support system, every single day is the same monotonous crap and will be for the next 50 or so years barring any unexpected accidents. =(
If I could write a letter to my younger self it would probably say "kill yourself now."
I think you know what you have to do. It's never too late to fix your life.
I got cheated on by a girlfriend of over three years back in Feburary and while it was horrible to say the least (we had an apartment and two cats together) it was the best thing to happen to me as the relationship was slowly becoming shit anyways. Things happen and it's how you choose to go about dealing with it that counts. Just be honest with yourself and change things before its too late. The longer you wait, the messier it will be.
As for the rest, the girlfriend thing hit home. I'm at that situation now, and I think the relationship is over to be honest. As for the part about getting older, I'm slowly fearing it less, although turning 20 in August is scaring the crap out of me.
As for the rest, the girlfriend thing hit home. I'm at that situation now, and I think the relationship is over to be honest. As for the part about getting older, I'm slowly fearing it less, although turning 20 in August is scaring the crap out of me.