"This unrequited love, to me it's nothing but a one-man cult and cyanide in my styrofoam cup.
I could never make him love me, never make him love me"
"I swear I've got three lives balanced on my head like steak knives.
I can't tell you the truth about my disguise. I can't trust no one."
"It's a bad religion to be in love with someone who could never love you.
I know only bad religion could have me feeling the way I do."
...what do you think the song's about?