Yes it was PPD, and she hasnt been the same since. We were closer then anything you can imagine and I had been in a 10 year relationship before. She hates me with all her guts now and I have no reason why.. ever hit her, never made her work, supported her etc etc, never cheated. Its weird. But whatever, I love our son and well thats something that at least came from the special time we had together. However PPD and her suicide attempt severely impacted my and her life to a degree I could never explain.
well, it sounds like you have a good perspective with your son, which is so crucial to life, but I hope you and her both find peace. Unfortunately life throws us curve balls, but you have to keep swinging.