I have a very addictive personality. I would say I'm addicted to being fucked up. I always have to be in an altered state of mind.
I wish I could say I'm in recovery but sadly, I can't imagine that day being any time soon.
Two of my biggest addictions are coke and alcohol. I don't think I would consider smoking weed an addiction because it's not an addictive drug but I like being high all the time. Mass amounts of caffeine get me through work/school until I can go home and indulge. I can't remember the last time I was sober.
You should give being sober a shot so you can remember the last time you were. Comments like that are a pretty obvious sign that something's up.