It's been a rough day because an old friend committed suicide earlier this week. His services were today, but I couldn't force myself to go. I feel like a major coward, but I don't think I'm ready for that step. No one saw it coming, which hurts more. What if someone had sent him a text that night? Or stopped by?
thats soo rough! i had that happen and the worst part was that I was the last one to speak to her and she said she was heading to the hospital to turn herself in for walking away from her program. What happened in between no one knows and its tough because you always have the what if's -- a great organization that has helped me is afsp for this issue! i soo recommend using some of their services! it helped me get over the self blame.