i have written, deleted and rewritten this letter way too many times than i care to remember. i am not much for eulogies so i will keep this short and to the point. i don't believe in holding back your feelings or emotions until it is too late. if you did not appreciate someone or something while they were still here then you have no business expressing cute anecdotes when they are no longer around to enjoy them. in the 12 years i have been in mcr i believe i have said all i needed and wanted to say about it when it counted. if you know me or have ever listened to me speak about mychem you know what it meant to me. i lived, breathed, and bled the band. i believed in and admired the things we created and the people that were involved in it (members and fans alike). for better or worse i held nothing back that i felt needed to be expressed. i loved my band with all i had and i have no regrets now that it is done. we began, we lived and we ended mcr for all the right reasons.
Again this onto the next thing. Wondering whether there is a future for the band members in a new band. Anyway, never really cared about this band too much, it's a shame they are gone though. Enjoyed a few of their tunes.
Reading this and Gerard's letter has got me thinking that some or all of them is going to be involved in some kind of new project somehow. MCR is done and they want to do something different? I don't know. Hopefully in between now and then we'll get more Umbrella Academy and Leathermouth out of it.