I'm so sorry. I can't imagine losing my father, but the few times I've bought about it, I've teared up everytime. All you can do is let time heal your wounds though. It's okay to be torn up about it. You should be, it means you loved him. But as time goes on, the mourning will turn into memories, and instead of crying when you think of him, you'll smile. And here will be hard times, but I promise it will get easier. Stay strong buddy
This is great advice.
I can't imagine losing my dad, he's literally my best friend and like dannylololol said, the thought of losing him sends me into tears. I really can't imagine what you're going though; but if you need to talk I can listen.
I'm really sorry for your loss. It's heartbreaking.