I need to talk to you. I know you said you needed time but I can't do that. You wrote that acoustic song yesterday in music and I thought it was really beautiful in a sad, depressing way. You're still not over it are you?

Aww, haha, I promise not to =] Good, I wouldn't want you to let go. My day was alright. I didn't do as badly as I thought I would on that history quiz :] I mean, it was still kind of bad but hell, I was happy with it, I passed haha. Buuuuut, I feel like I owe you apologies =/ I must be so annoying though. I'm sorry. hah there I go again.
Awww, I've wanted to say it too. I wish I could tell you =/ I love you so much<3
Nope, I'm so glad. I've knocked most of the work out of the way so I'm pretty glad about that. Ah yeah, school seems to make me feel all of those things and then some hha. Oh well. Aww you are adorable and certainly perfect =] That's funny, I happen to love your name =]
It's okay, I think I'd fallen asleep earlier anyways. Ah, I'm sorry that you've been frustrated =/ Damnit, you deserve better, Broden.



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Brodennnnnnn I'll respond to your comment in a few but I was wondering if we could hop on AIM?
I've missed you soooo much, love.



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I miss you so much =/ I do. I keep falling asleep on you, I hate it so much more than I can tell you, it makes me so mad. Aw, haha I don't know how cute I'd have looked but you're so adorable lol. Awww, that means so much to me, thank you I'll always be proud of you too, I hope you know that<3 lol I'm such a bad runner that you wouldn't notice how I looked, you'd be too ashamed of my terrible running skills lol. I look disgusting anyways haha, there is nothing attractive of a gross, sweaty girl. I wouldn't think so anyways hahaha.

Awwwww, Broden Ugh, stupid people. They don't deserve to be around you. I'm like dying to be there with you, I want to so badly and they are lucky enough to have you and they are complete assholes to you. I don't even understand it. I'm so sorry, love. I wish you didn't have to deal with them =/ I wish I were there, I don't think you defend yourself, you're such a passive person. I hope someone stands up for you =/ I know I would. I hate that, I hate it so much, you didn't even do anything! You didn't even decide between schools yet! Or at least as far as you've told me. I don't care if anyone said anything to me if I were there, I'd say something right back to them. That doesn't make me much better than them but I don't care, you don't deserve this. Awwww, no it was sweet, of course I'm always with you Oh yes, if we're on AIM tonight, I will try my best to remember to ask you what you wanted to ask.
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I hope you're having a great day. I'll talk to you soon, I hope.



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I'll have to remember that =] Not like I'd have an easy time letting you go anyways haha. I miss you, Broden =/ I've missed you all day. Awww, you're such a sweet one<3 I'll reply to it, I promise. I'm sorry that your days haven't been good =/ I'm also sorry about falling asleep like that. I've missed you too =/ <3
Aww, I love you so much<333 Miss you =/
I had a decent day. I missed you a lot though =/ I realized I have less make up work than I thought I did so I'm a tiny bit relieved. I think you're perfect and amazing yourself =] I hope you're sleeping well/slept well. I really, really hope you have a good day, at the least. I miss you so much<3 OH before I forget, the other day you said you wanted to ask me something?



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Ah, I feel like giving you a hug and not letting go for a REALLY long time. I miss you so much. I do have to apologize, I'm sorry for doing that. I will respond, I promise. Pretty sure you were being sarcastic =/ /not letting go ever. I'm sorry if something happened, love. Mine was eh, I felt awful all day because I fell asleep and missed you last night =/

Okay, thank you.
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Brodennn Hi, I'm sorry for coming on so late. I didn't want to go to sleep in case I fell asleep and got up late but I was really tired so I had to get some sleep and then I woke up just now =/ I'm really sorry. I will respond to the comment and PM soon, hopefully. How has your day been?

Maybe we could hop on AIM if it's not giving you trouble?

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How the fuck could you write that song? She doesn't deserve your forgiveness and yet here you are asking for her to forgive you? Now I don't know the full story because you've never told me, as far as I know, you've never told anyone. But really, she never deserved you, it's not the other way around. You can't keep punishing yourself over what she did to you. Lines such as "I'm not worth your tears or your time" and "if these formulated words refuse, to find the strength to speak the truth". You deserve so much better than that. If you were to stay here at Wesley, you know that there are girls that have been chasing you ever since you got here. Jessica's so fond of you and you're all she talks about. Cloie adores you, Maddy too. You know that there are so many more, they make it so obvious and yet, you do nothing about it. Pretend not to notice. Forget about that bitch that broke your heart. She's not worthy of you.

And please, stay at Wesley. You know the only reason people are doing this is because they're scared that you'll leave. They don't want you to go either. I'm sorry if I hurt you before. You know that I was just upset.

I miss you so much, Broden. I'm so sorry. =/ I hope that you don't change your mind about being proud of me, I'll try my best for you. hahaha, awww, I don't know about the cutest runner, I think you've got that one in the bag. I'm such a bad runner, like not even kidding, it's awful. I'll be fine, I promise. Don't worry<3 I'm so sorry I fell aslee, love. I'm so so sorry =/

Aww, Broden I'm so beyond sorry. I want you to have perfect days. Did anyone say anything to you? =/ I wish I could be there with you so badly. I'm so concerned about you =/ I'm sorry. You really shouldn't have to deal with this, ever. You're perfect and you deserve the best. This is stupid, I hate that you have to deal with people who are being jerks to you. I'm so sorry. I'm always with you though, love. I promise I always will be
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Brode, I'm so so so sorry, please forgive me for that. I fell asleep adn now it's like 5ish and I miss you so much and we barely got time together, I'm so sorry I miss you so muchc , I want to be with you =/ I'm so sorry for everything =/ Have a good night and sweet dreams and a great day tomorrow. I love you so much, I'm so sorry =/



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I'm back, love. I missed you Ah that's good advice. I'll try to keep that in mind, thank you =] That really means a lot to me, I hope I keep making you proud. Aww, you're all that matters me to<3
I worked out after FOREVER and my legs were already sore but then I had to run in gym. I'm a terrible runner too so yeah didn't do so well haha. They'll be fine, I'll stop moaning and groaning hah. I don't want to go to sleep. I want to spend time with you.

It'll worry me? =/ Honestly, even if nothing happened with everyone, I would want to hear about it. You're important to me, I don't care about whatever else is going on. If you're comfortable telling me, I want to know. Please, are you okay?
Thank you for your support, Broden, it means a lot to me<3 I love you so much.
I'm still sorry for leaving though =/ It was fun talking to him but I still wish it was you<3



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Awww, really? I care about you a lot too, no one means as much to me as you do. Ahhhhhh I don't know, I'm so nervous! Some of them are important state tests and arg, damnit. I don't want to take all of these stupid testssssss =/ Aw, that means a lot to me. Thank you for everything<3
I'm lying down right now and egh my legs kill. A friend of mine wanted to call me but I told him to wait because I didn't want to get up and get my phone haha. I told him that I would call him though so I might have to get off for a little while =/ I'm sorry. I am whining haha but I appreciate your letting me get it out.

Aw, don't be worried Are people treating you any better? =/ I've been really worried about you and this whole scholarship thing =/ I hope you're okay, love. I haven't stopped thinking about you either<3
I hope you're right =/ I love you too<3
I am going to go call that friend so I will be back in a little bit. I promise not to take too long. I'm sorry =/ I wish it was you instead =/


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It's okay, you don't need to apologize. I'm sorry if I worry you =/ My day...ehhh. Annoying because I have tons of make up work because I was out sick for three days last week and then today I realized how much testing I've got ahead of me in the next two months =/ I'm so stressed out and thennnn I have two huge tests that are important for me to do well on for colleges to look at and I have to take those next year =/ I'm just like nervous as hell and really need to calm down but my legs are exceptionally achy as well and egh. Sorry I'm whining hah.
I've missed you too =/ How was your day? Anymore people I've got to tell off when I'm there? Of course, I love you so much<3


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Broden, I miss you =/ I hope you're having a good day though. Oh and you don't need to apologize for worrying me. I'm always so worried about you, I really can't help myself. I'm sorry. I have nothing to forgive you for though.

I'd love to spend your afternoon together but I don't know if I can be on until like 1 PM your time. I'll try my best for you. Talk to you soon, I hope. I love you so much. Always and forever<3



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Aww, Broden, no I just care about you and I never want you to be down at all. We feel we can rely on each other, it's nice and calming knowing that Thank you.

Yess! Sun showers are so nice, it's like the best of both worlds [and in no way is that a reference to Hannah Montana! I swear ] Yesss, it's nice being inside when it's bucketing with rain too, to just see it pour down, but it's really tempting to go out in the rain too. Oddly enough, thunder and lightening and anything storm-like I love too, it's quite calming actually watching it. I love when it's like that and school and everyone is like running around geting soaked hah, I give up on making myself looking presentable at that point!

Ohh, my Science Exam went well thank you! I got my three marks back: A, A, B. =] I was pretty happy with that, once all my modules are put together, I think I will get a solid gradeI hope by the end of next year for them subjects anyway.
Hahaa, aww that is so sweet thank you. Yes it is so much fun now to train at dancing. I do an RAD class [Royal Acad of Dance] and an IDTA class [I have no idea what that means hahaa, something like intermediate technique blah..blah..blah] and also my Grade Seven Class and my Contemporary class. My contemporary class is mad and fast and hard to keep up with, but I'm getting there! =]

Woah, Broden! Oh my gosh, that is astounding!!! I am so so proud of you, I always knew you would be so successful in sport, you're so talented Why are you unsure of taking it? I will support whatever decision you make though, as long as it makes you happy! =]

Haha, I just thought the PM may come in useful! =]

Missing you trazillions as usual.

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