Bella never really killed herself she just went away. Away from all the liars and dishonestly they stayed.
She knew what was going on and how obessed SHE was, with a fickle-minded guy who thought he was one above.
All that anger kempt inside, tight-lipped converstions between the not-so-close friends, sadly she thought: "When will it all end?".
SHE was really fake, but maybe not so. Bella continually fought with herself over these unworthy foes.
Time after time she'd apologize, and each time it took a year off of her golden pride.
SHE really wanted to be friends with Bella. Bella did not think so.
Bella just thought that SHE was here to cause her more woe.
If SHE did it was never intentional, only accidental.read more]