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If it doesn't work out, will you still be my friend?
|If it doesn't work out, will you still be my friend?|
10/03/09 at 11:22 PM by [.RezUReX.Ex.]
|So, I'm scared. And it's like... So random. |
I mean, if It doesn't work... you just move on right?
I just...I don't know anymore... It's like, I'm so indecisive. I need to make up my mind...
And, it's like--.... Mmm... I dunno. I get so scared at the thought of getting close to someone and them leaving me.
[My head. It's starting to hurt... again.]
But, when, I say something.. I mean it.
Or do I?
I, just... I get so wrapped up in what I feel, I forget what is real. Did I speak to soon?
But, even still, if... If... If we don't make it last forever... Will you promise me that I'll have a friend in you for a lifetime?
See, it's like... You don't know how much it hurts to... get close to someone, and then it end... and they just LEAVE.
Never to speak to you again....
Like nothing ever happened...
They jut move on...
But you're supposed to, I suppose.
And the small wound, it slowly closes ...
But, the scar, no matter how invisble... it's there...
But the memories... The time... The fun... The LOVE...
I just want to know... that even if I don't have you forever...I HAVE you forever.
Just, say it...
Make me a promise...
Have you even sat back and thought about an old relationship and remembered the fun had, the time spent, the love shared?
Have you ever just wanted to hold onto that?
Fuck you, I don't care.
[It..It feels better.. or at least it's---fading away...]
Just promise I'll have a friend in you. Not... just.. you know... something temporary.
Can I lean on you when I get weak, please?
Will you wipe my tears away when I cry?
Will you hold me like you used to?
Like, please just tell me...
I need to hear it:
If it doesn't work out, will you sill be my friend?