Today, I had to say goodbye to my best friend of 15+ years. My parents had to put my dog down. It just seems so weird that he is gone. I remember getting him as a puppy and playing with him and all this other stuff. I know it was his time to go. He was in bad shape. It sucks but I'll get over it. Even though he was the family dog, he always seemed to be mine. Even as he was getting older, he always knew when I was around. He always had a huge smile on his face. Plus, he was blind, but when he would go into the neighbor's yard, I'd go get him and he wouldn't growl at me. He would growl at my dad but never with me. We use to play football and hide and go seek when we were both much much younger. Well I just needed to get this out. I feel better writing this down. I'll always love him and he'll always be with me, plus I have him tattooed on my foot!
Yeah, I've been out of high school for about 2, almost 3 years now, and I've got to say, I really miss it. Not so much the classes except for photography, video photography and graphic communications. But the main reason I miss it is because of my friends I had back than. Sure I still have most of them as friends but we're not as close as we use to be. We use to always go out and do shit or go hang out at someones house. But then people started moving and going to college, and then we all just kind of fell out of it. Some of us are still good friends and hang out but not as much now. It also sucks that we all have full time jobs now or school we need to be focusing on but it just really sucks. A couple of my best friends now have moved away, some not even that far away but it seems like they moved a cross country. And when i see these friends now, it doesn't seem the same. I just wish sometimes that things could be how they use to be. But i guess thats a part of growing up. It sucks, but everyone has to go through it.
nothings really going right. I hate days like these. Can't concentrate at work, I'm freaking tired for some reason. and just a bunch of little things. I try not to let them get to me buts its hard when I'm tired and some what crabby. I just hope I'm not like this for long.