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10:40 PM on 04/07/13 
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gfxtwin
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He died in surgery. When I heard the news my first reaction was disbelief and anger. When I saw his body I started bawling. A couple hours later and now I feel completely empty. I can't cry. I feel a lot of weight in my chest but I can't cry. He was a good father. He loved me. I can't wrap my mind around the idea that he's gone. It seems like I'm going to see him tomorrow. Like we're going to see another movie at the theater. Don't feel like typing any more right now.
12:09 AM on 04/09/13 
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I can't cry. I let it out a bit more yesterday when talking to my sister about him but I feel guilty for not crying. I love him and he cared a lot about me. We were not quite as close in the last few years because I was ashamed of my thoughts (the stuff I post about here) and depressed so I distanced myself from everyone. That was a huge mistake. I wish we could have spent more time together. Fuck, FUCK. I feel empty and it's fucking bizarre to think that he's gone.



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